A Source of Inspiration

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It’s probably a bit old hat right now.  Thinking about who or what might inspire you.  I got to thinking about it when I posed the question in class and scored almost zero response. It either wasn’t something the students had perhaps considered or that they were already following so many influencers that it’s a natural part of their lives. People concerned about diet or health follow Deliciously Ella – confused about sexuality? there’s ten thousand people out there with a blog. Any issue at all, there’s a million others with advice. This is an amazing tool which could have come in handy when I was young. Can’t work out how to use your iphone – just Google it and every single aspect of it is on-line for free. Need advice on how to live your life? It’s right here. Who needs a mentor.

Perhaps no one needs inspiration from a ‘real life’ individual anymore because they are completely overwhelmed by media coming at them from every direction.  It’s must be hard to discern good from bad – everything is filtered to reflect your preferences to discourage you from straying outside of the Facebook comfort zone. (Unless you actually seek out the bad stuff and then the exact same filtering effect will take place.  If you like this act of random violence – you’ll just love this one.)

Jean d’Arc was inspired by visions to lead the French to victory – numerous saints likewise found inspiration in God.  In latter years people have found what they need in drugs (but most likely promptly forgot what it was that captured their imagination when they came down).  Others, and I am one, have been in the past inspired by my muse.  Call it a crush, call it what you will, but to be so enamored by another person it inspires you to create your best work is often the most wonderful thing that can ever happen to you.  It might be later you discover the muse has feet of clay, but no matter, the work is done and you are better for it.  I for one miss that halo effect.  Creation in the arts inspired by deep and passionate love (often unrequited).

John Keats had Fanny Brown, Fitzgerald had Zelda (arguably the better writer) and of course the Greeks had nine muses – Clio, Euterpe, Thalia, Melpomeni, Terpsichore, Erato, Polymnia, Ourania and Calliope. Zeus entranced by young Mnemosyne slept with her for nine consecutive nights.  The result of their encounter was the Nine Muses.  ?nemosyne gave the infants to Nymph Eufime and God Apollo. When they grew up they showed their tendency to the arts, taught by God Apollo himself.  They were not interested in humdrum life; they dedicated their lives to the Arts. Apollo raised them in Mount Elikonas.  Since that moment, the Muses encouraged creation, enhancing imagination and inspiration of the artists.  Well that’s the myth anyway.

Perhaps I should advertise for a new muse, but muses are very hard to come by and the random rarity is what makes it special.  Nor can I say exactly who or what might inspire.  It can be a little smile, the way a person walks, anything…
I remember a girl from my past whom I adored called Doke M.  Stunningly beautiful, elusive, educated me about music. She was mysterious and cared not a fig for my devotion.  But perhaps that is as it should be.  She inspired me to start writing and broke my heart when she eloped with a man she just met without saying goodbye.  Muses only inspire, they aren’t supposed to be tied down and captured.  All is lost if they lose their mystery.

I hope my students find some individual to inspire them one day – it might well shatter them – but it will alter their life and they will emerge the better for it.

dyinggirlThey could probably start with downloading Me, Earl and the Dying Girl a witty, tragic, beautifully crafted indie movie starring Olivia Cook, Thomas Mann and RJ Cyler about a boy who finds inspiration and a girl who believes in him – well worth finding and watching…


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Soon you will know if it is Trump or Clinton. Or if the head of the FBI is arrested for gerrymandering the election. I’ll leave it to our US Correspondent James Campion to decipher. But beware – we are heading for trouble… bigly.
© Sam Hawksmoor November 3rd 2016

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I was making notes for my students and asking them to tell me about something significant or life altering that had happened to them and suddenly thought – well I’d better just try this thing myself.

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After all here I am lying in bed after having a hernia op.  I’m thinking, aside from the obvious pain and having staples holding my flesh together (feels not unlike having recently swallowed a porcupine), is this a significant event?  Was it life altering?  I can’t lift anything for the next three months, that’s going to be irritating. Can’t drive for a three weeks, that’s highly annoying, but its only life altering in a temporary way.  Soon I’ll be back to my normal grumpy self and all this will recede into the background, that and the memory of my dedicated and oftentimes generous sister coming over to look after me and completely reorganising my house in such a way I will never, ever find anything ever again.

Never let a left-handed person re-organise your life, they think in a completely different way to right-handed people and their logic is alien.  Any criticism at all evokes a ‘you have never loved me’ response and we must have had that row 500 times in a lifetime where we don’t talk to each other for a couple of hours. Once we had a row so bad I didn’t speak to her for two years.  I guess that was life altering.  Quite what the row was about I don’t recall, but it would have no basis in logic, of that I am sure.

My sister is generally impressed by the most unreasonable people on earth.  President Putin can do no wrong.  She will seemingly swallow any propaganda RT shove out.  She has been rooting for Trump for a year at least and believes every lie he ever tells about Hillary.  When I was young, Nixon was always great and misunderstood, Kissinger amazing.  Assad would come under the misunderstood category it’s my guess. Don’t even mention Brexit.  Her own son barely speaks to her because he is convinced she voted ‘leave’.

I don’t understand the attraction of Trump to anyone.  Granted I don’t favour Hillary, but jeez what else is out there with half a brain?  I was all for Obama (first term) and naturally she blames him for the Arab Spring, Libya, Egypt, Syria. To a point his ‘leading from behind’ made no sense to anyone and allowed an emboldened Putin to invade the Crimea with impunity. Maybe it’s about power. People are attracted to people who wield power aren’t they?

How do brothers and sisters grow up so differently?  What takes one down one path and one another?  ‘If we weren’t related you wouldn’t even know me.’ She often states when cross with me.

How many brothers or sisters would say that?  Probably more than you think.

Everyone talks about the importance of family and certainly when you are in bed and can’t move and or feed yourself too good, only family is going to pitch up to do it.  But we have been the strangest family.  Not one of us wants to be friends.  None of us share any political views.  My sister got bored and read one of my books the first time in her life recently (there are around 17 to choose from) and spent the next few days telling me that she’d never read anything so depressing in all her life and why can’t I write ‘happy stories’, be like a ‘normal’ person and celebrate life.

This about a bookJ&K Forever’ which concerns two young lovers determined to stay together no matter what evils society throw at them and how, even they are being hunted down, look out for each other tenderly and with determination.  When my sister reads she looks for the negatives.  When I write I search for the positives in a bad situation. Two opposite ways of looking at the world.

I am reminded by my sister regularly that I am only in this world because she finally persuaded me that I was dying during a heart attack and called an ambulance.  Without her insistence I would have most definitely died two years ago so – yes – I have to accept her kindness and the sound of RT in the other room.
All the while I am thinking next time she’s ill I shall have my culinary revenge.

The significance of all this is that either I avoid getting ill ever again and complaints about my attitude or just understand that sometimes, in the end, family is all you have. Good or bad – duty calls.
© Sam Hawksmoor October 2016

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Sara Troy interviews Sam Hawksmoor author of J&K 4Ever and many more.

Sam shares his writing experience and his latest books. His has run Hackwriters Magazine for over 17 years and been a writer all of his life.

Sam  what is  J& K 4Ever – all about?

J&KCover1It’s about love in a post-apocalypse.  So many books about our future on this planet are about violence and destruction; I wanted to think about two young lovers who have to exist in this future and their determination to love each other despite all the odds against it.  Jeyna and Kruge are orphans raised in an oppressive city orphanage under the control of the Warden.The City of Bluette is run on extreme fundamentalist lines. Boys are educated, girls are not. We don’t dwell on what happened in the past; just know that a group not unlike ISIS irradiate the world’s oil supply and all of civilization collapsed.  You’d be surprised just how fast it collapses too.  But this isn’t our concern. The books takes place sixty years later and the Ministers who run their city have banned everything. Electricity, even combs, everything is an abomination and all are banished to the scraps to be burned.

Jeyna, not yet sixteen is dedicated to Kruge of the same age. But girls are sold to the highest bidders at 16 and Kruge is sent away to the Scraps the day before Jeyna is to be sold.  Naturally they are devastated and this is their story of fleeing into the wastelands, totally ignorant of the dangers and wholly ill equipped to survive.  It’s like a Road Movie. How they survive in this hostile wilderness is just one element of the book.

540245_208627949264933_14205711_nI loved reading stories about the future that would take me far away from my boarding school in Woodhall Spa or later St James. The future was exciting then and scary. After careers that involved travel and photography and jointly editing the  Hack Writers Magazine it’s pretty much all been about writing. (Add a smattering of gold prospecting in B.C. & Nevada whilst researching a novel) and teaching (running Creative Writing Masters Programmes at Falmouth & Portsmouth Universities). Somewhere back there also writing radio drama (About 35 plays broadcast), I starting teaching ‘Writing for Kids’ which proved to be one of the most popular courses I ran. From there started writing my own YA stories.

What genre are your books?  Your previous book ‘Another Place to Die: Endtime Chronicles’ is also pretty bleak.  That was set in Vancouver and the Baja.

I guess they are Dystopian.  ‘Another Place to Die: Endtime’ is set in the present day.  It was stimulated by what if we had something similar to Ebola break out in North America – but faster acting and totally lethal. A pandemic where none of the antibiotics work.  How quickly would civilization break down?  We already live in a world where antibiotics are failing and super-bugs are winning.  Here I wanted to give the young protagonists a chance to survive.  Kira with her dog Red and Liz and her family escape to the Baja thinking it will be safe, but Liz soon finds out that isn’t so. And a young couple that head out to the Islands and discover that no one is going to let them land.  I like setting my characters a challenge and see if they can overcome the odds.

What draws you to this genre?

A perfect sense of Doom.  I think when I was young I was scarred for life by reading Albert Camus ‘The Plague’; it is still one of my favourite books. Perfectly contained, a microcosm of a walled city where every day you could die and can’t escape.

How much research do you do?

Lots.  You can’t just make it up.  And I enjoy the reading before I write. Whether a pandemic or any other situation, you need to know just how fast things could disintegrate. What are the government protocols and the likelihood of them being obeyed.  With J&K 4Ever, I was researching various doomsday scenarios but wanted to avoid writing that typical guns and bunker psychotic story of brutal survival.  I chose to think about the period after all that. Think about how long a car takes to rust to death, civilization will crumble in the same way and every time it tries to recover – something will get in the way. I just hope people get to the read the book before Trump speeds up the end of the world.

When did you decide to become a writer?

Been writing pretty much since a teenager. I wrote scripts first as I went to film school and those were mostly turned into radio dramas.  I enjoyed that period of my life, even if it was the exact opposite of what I intended.  Turns out radio need to be very visual.  Sadly radio drama has virtually disappeared and there’s a great firewall around the BBC Drama department to prevent anyone else getting in.

Why do you write?

Why do you breathe?  It’s not easy question to answer. But sometimes I get very down and think I’ll never have another idea ever and then I can just be driving somewhere or walking by the beach and suddenly there it is. Bang and I’ll know what I will be doing for the next year of my life.

Do you write full-time or part-time?

When I am writing, every day.  Although I run a web magazine Hackwriters.com, so of course I have to work on that every month too.

Do you have a special time to write? How is your day structured?

I write by hand, take breaks, read it through, try to plan at least one or two chapters ahead so I don’t get too lost and only reluctantly admit it if I hit a brick wall and have to unravel and start again from a key point.  I know some writers, like Patrick Ness who write the last line first but there is no way I could do that.  With J& K I had an end for a few months, then suddenly knew I needed a different end and that made all the difference to how I perceived the book.

With Another Place To Die, I wrote it twice. There’s a deleted first edition that was more about the adults surviving. Then I decided it would work better without them and totally rewrote the whole book and added new sections that had been a strand I discarded in the first version.  I’m not sure I’d do that again, but my Masters was in adaptation from book to screen and so it’s taking a different viewpoint on a book and seeing alternate ways of telling the story emphasizing the visual.  I imagine almost every writer wishes they could go back and change something in a book once published.  Sometimes it’s hard to walk away from a story and the people you have created.  I still think about Kira and Red and wonder what they would be doing on Salt Spring Island now a few years on.

Where do the your ideas come from?

Headlines. Situations, Observations – the never-ending capacity for some people to be wholly unreasonable, or resentful; or inhumane.  An act of kindness, a feeling about the way things are trending, a feeling of unease… ideas come from any direction.

How do you think you’ve evolved creatively?

I like to try things new. In the beginning as I writer I’d be very concerned with plotting, but as I have matured it became more important to develop characters and let them lead the way. My characters are very important to me and it’s hard to let go. I always get very involved in them and the writing process. It’s very real to me.  A book I wrote two years ago, Marikka, is based on a real life tragedy about a stepfather who burned down his home and killed his family when facing a repossession by the taxman.  Marikka is the daughter who fled the fire thinking she’d be blamed.  Her real father has been looking for her for years unbeknownst to Marikka and he enlists the help of a young girl who can read objects, a psychic.

Anya, the psychic was based on a real person I met in Spain.  She became a very important part of the story – wholly unplanned for, but it brought the whole book together and if you took her out of the story it would be diminished.  It’s recognizing that sometimes a character can evolve beyond what you intended.  Readers always ask me to write something more about her.

What is the hardest thing about writing?

Getting anyone to read your drafts and comment honestly.  It’s a responsibility and hard to get people to commit to reading 100,000 words and making notes.  I await notes for my next book, already finished and since it is 130,000 words long, a real labour of love.  Sometimes you get surprising comments that are really useful or ones like I got for The Repossession, which was, kill the pig, get rid of the boy, and put down the dog.  Happily I ignored all.

There’s nearly always a dog in your stories.

Never intentional, but lots of kids have dogs in their lives and they are very important parts of the family, often the only thing they really trust.
So Kira in ‘Another Place to Die; Endtime’ is essentially saved by her dog, Red.  Their bond is strong and no matter how hard it is to keep a dog alive in that situation, she and the dog are one in her mind and that has to be remembered.  In The Repossession trilogy Genie bonds with the farmer’s dog and that’s entirely about needing someone to trust that won’t pass comment.  It was the devil’s job to keep that dog there in the story and address its needs.  I’d be in the middle of a tense scene and suddenly looking around for the dog, what the hell did I do with the dog…

In J&K 4Ever it was totally accidental that Yip is prominent. But although the dog falls in love with Jeyna, he is trained to betray her and can’t help himself.  SO yes, dogs are important to my stories.

What was the hardest thing about writing your latest book?

There was a slight interruption when I had a heart attack and then my mother died.  I had to wait to come back to the story and find my groove.  When I write I like to keep going to the end.  With J&K I needed to look more closely at what I was saying and where it was going.  The break allowed me to question what I was doing and I had to make some changes following feedback that gave Jeyna and Kruge better focus.  It’s important to be able to accept a reader may have a different viewpoint to you and might well be right.  I chose not to look at a wider America, just concentrate on the immediate horizon of what the kids discover.  No one knows what really happened, it’s mostly hearsay.  In sixty years the ones left have few skills, are mostly illiterate, disease ridden, scared to move away from what they know. Imagine England after the Romans left.  It took just one generation for them to forget 400 years of history.

My next book was similarly interrupted by circumstances, but happily I was on holiday back by my favorite beach in Biarritz and suddenly I was able to start writing again and wrote 50,000 words quite quickly with all the enthusiasm of when I first started it.

What is the easiest thing about writing?

I’m not sure there is anything easy about it.

How long on average does it take you to write a book?

Longer now than it used to be, either I’m slowing up with age or more critical.  A bit of both.

Do you ever get Writer’s Block?

Not when writing no.  Sometimes I wonder where it’s heading but I always heed Raymond Chandler’s advice and if stuck have someone burst through a door with a gun in their hand.  That’ll do it.

Any tips on how to get through the dreaded writer’s block?

Go for a walk by the beach in Biarritz.  Works every time for me.

Which country do you like the most to visit?

I love the Atlantic beaches in France, the colour of the earth in South Africa, the lakes and mountains in British Columbia, the fantastic waves lashing Florida in a storm. (I was in Miami during a hurricane once).

Do you read much and if so who are your favorite authors.
Paulo Bacigalupi is my favourite writer and closely followed by Patrick Rothfuss who wrote ‘Name of the Wind’ and I’ll toss in Leigh Bardugo who wrote the Grisha series.  All of them are hugely imaginative, fluid writers who create amazing characters.

For your own reading, do you prefer e-books or traditional paper/hard back books?

Paper.

What book/s are you reading at present?

Just finished ‘Heyday’ – a history book about events that took place between 1852 and 1862 – Gold rushes and invasions of Japan and China. The creation of our modern world really.

Tell us about the cover and how it came about.

J&K was designed by Dominic Robson, who designs all the Hammer & Tong books.  He decided to go for an abstract concept rather than literal look and it’s certainly different.  It evolved over a couple of months. I’d originally asked for a rusted cover but he talked me out of it.

Do you think that the cover plays an important part in the buying process?

Yes

How are you publishing this book and why?

Hammer & Tong publish all the Sam Hawksmoor books now and it gives me more control.  It’s faster than the traditional route and although it is hard to get noticed in this crowded world, they find a niche their own way in the world. All available on Amazon of course.

What would you say are the main advantages and disadvantages of self-publishing against being published by mainstream publishers?

Being with a traditional publisher means you have a better chance of reviews and of course being sold in bookshops.  But if they don’t support the books or the sales team doesn’t push them, you will not succeed and it’s heavy road to disappointment for most writers.  I speak from experience in this.  I have a book just come out in translation in Turkey right now (TOZ) but only found out by accident. Traditional publishers really have no interest in their authors and pay a pittance.

How do you market your books?

By hand and online.

Why did you choose this route?

That’s the route you take if you go it alone.

Would you or do you use a PR agency?

Not sure there would be a profit in it but I am not averse.

Do you have any advice for other authors on how to market their books?

Do it better than me.

What part of your writing time do you devote to marketing your book?

Not enough clearly. Since I never use social media if I can help it. I am a dinosaur.

What do you do to get book reviews?

Struggle

How successful has your quest for reviews been so far?

Moderate.

What are your thoughts on good/bad reviews?

Some reviews are malicious or unthoughtful but overall I have been happy with most. You have no control so best to roll with it.

Did you do a press release, Goodreads book launch or anything else to promote your work and did it work?

Not much traction with Goodreads on the last book. Might have a go with that when the e-book comes out in June so that people have a choice.

Did you get interviewed by local press/radio for your book launch?

My last book in the local press but they spelled my name and the title wrong!

Why do you think that other well-written books just don’t sell?

That’s always a mystery to me.  I have reviewed some fabulous books that should be best sellers but for some reason their publisher didn’t get behind them.

What do you think of “trailers” for books?

I’d like one but it’s beyond my budget at the moment.

In what formats is your book available?
Print now and kindle (as of June)

What is your favourite motivational phrase?

As one door closes another one slams in your face

What is your Favorited positive saying?

I am not known for any positive sayings.

What is your favourite book and why?

Catch 22 – funny, surreal, probably the best WW2 novel ever that really captures the absurdity and horror of war.

What is your favourite film and why?

Buster Keaton’s The General
It’s audacious, hilarious and shows silent film at its peak.  Much was lost when sound was added.  Keaton hired a whole army as extras and it cost a fortune to make. I saw it with a full live orchestra and it blew me away.

Where can you see yourself in 5 years time?

Still looking for the next story

What advice would you give to your younger self?

Get a paying profession.  Start a pension.

Which famous person, living or dead would you like to meet and why?

Every time I think I would like to go back in time I remember everyone smokes and spits and probably haven’t had a bath in at least a year.  But I’d love to have a drink and listen to Mark Twain talk.

What advice would you give to aspiring writers?

Keep the day job

Where do you see publishing going in the future?

Robots will write everything.  It might even be good.

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